Missing my boy

It's been one year to the day since you entered heaven.

I miss you every minute of every hour of every day.

There's so much I want to know.


I hope you're with Jesse.

Can you hear me talking to you?

Does Jesus tell you what I pray for every night?

I miss your calls.

I miss our lunch dates.

I miss the holidays with you.

I miss the ordinary days with you.

I missed making your chocolate cake this year.

I miss your voice.

I miss your long pony tail and your week old scruffy beard.
(even though I use to complain.....so sorry)

I miss your crooked smile.

I miss your tiny ears.

I hope you got your balloons we sent up to you and Jesse today.

I can't wait to see you again and hear all the things I'm missing.

I hope your first heavenly birthday was filled with Lasagna,
chocolate cake with chocolate icing and Mt. Dew.

"forever and always my baby you'll be.


  1. Debbie...your words are so beautiful. My heart hurts for you and your family but I have no doubt Ryan knew how much you loved him and still does❤️

  2. We love you and miss you Ryan. Thinking of you and your whole family today.

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