Missing my boy

It's been one year to the day since you entered heaven.

I miss you every minute of every hour of every day.

There's so much I want to know.

...............

I hope you're with Jesse.

Can you hear me talking to you?

Does Jesus tell you what I pray for every night?

I miss your calls.

I miss our lunch dates.

I miss the holidays with you.

I miss the ordinary days with you.

I missed making your chocolate cake this year.

I miss your voice.

I miss your long pony tail and your week old scruffy beard.
(even though I use to complain.....so sorry)

I miss your crooked smile.

I miss your tiny ears.

I hope you got your balloons we sent up to you and Jesse today.

I can't wait to see you again and hear all the things I'm missing.

I hope your first heavenly birthday was filled with Lasagna,
chocolate cake with chocolate icing and Mt. Dew.

"forever and always my baby you'll be.